the family*

its strange how tragety brings people together. Morgan Leigh Lancer 7/31/82-8/21/08. Sadness and greif are abundant. I was hoping that writing could heal my soul but right now it is not right. I knew morgan since we were babies together. She was so fun, spirit shining through the good bad and the ugly. we had alot of fun times together, not to mention the trouble we got in together. Ahhh its amazing how much i have prayed in the last few days, i mean its a regular thing for me but really non stop. I know thats what she needs and what she would have done for me. We hadent hung out in quite a while and i wish we had, i guess that is why im praying so much catholic-ish guilt on not trying harder. but its not important, what is important is remembering the sparkling soul that was morgan, the morgan that i will never forget. I guess her family is having an increadibly hard time, cant blame them. i and everyone should send them strength in whichever way you can....i guess ill just keep praying.

and shes gone on a jet plane.... I didnt think it would hit me so hard but my oh my. Lindsay left on tuesday for tuscon AZ to work for white stallion ranch. I am so happy and proud of her but cant help but feel deserted. I miss you linds. this year has been tremendously hard and well linds has been my stone. She always understands and never judges no matter what! Wow. i cant help but feel like my lincoln connection is no longer which is bittersweet. But alas i have no time, i love this picture i just wish you could see mrs. perfects "stairway to heaven". I hope to visit AZ this spring after the heating system is shut down for the winter at the building. If and when i do trust that there will be many wonderful horseback riding in the desert picts.

one doggy pic